Birthday Present Wish

Dear my beloved Allah SWT, I don’t need many things for my birthday present, I don’t want many things for my birthday presents, that’s why I will not beg many things for my birthday presents, the only thing that I need and I want to beg is your precious love, my beloved God.

A love that can bring endless happiness and peace feeling for all of people that I love. And because of that love, there will no longer hatred that might be existed, there will no longer pain that might be came, there will no longer people that will be hurt, there will no longer sad tears that might be fell down, there will no longer anger that might be crushed everything, there will no longer scream that full of sorrow, there will no longer accused that full of satisfied feeling, there will no longer quarrel that might be happened and destroy everything that was built laboriously even take the major happiness among all of people that I love.

To tell the truth, my beloved Allah, I am already tired with the condition that less of your precious love, I feel like I’m in a dessert without an oasis, a sea that never end, and darkness without any light. I’m dead. I’m dead inside my own body.

Because of that, dear God, no matter what happens, please don’t let this body dead, I need your love to make me still feel alive and make everything better for them, the people that I love for the most. Even I have to sacrifice my feeling, even I have to get the worst pain that ever had, and even I have to die, please, give your love light in our heart. I beg your kindness and your mercy to always give us your love for accompanying us in the rest of life to bring us to your endless happiness in this world and in that world when we meet again with you. I beg you, my beloved Allah SWT.

Amin.